there are so many big decisions to be made in life n sometimes i really wonder if i have regretted any i have made so far. i dunno. i guess every decision can be balanced by its good and bad, and you would just have move on from it. but sometimes its so hard. especially when u think about the past, or what could have happened if you didn't make that decision.
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yesterday i stayed till 1am editing my eng essay. that killed me. no kidding. this morning, i feel like i could do anything just to get that few more minutes of sleep. it's like addiction to drugs or sth, i felt like i could sleep on even if the world collapses. but it's finally done n handed in!!! (flood of relief) NOT. coz there is still the math test omg, for every term test, there are 9 past papers to be done prior to that. so i better get a start on that :(
on an even sadder note, even though i expected not to get in da vinci team, im still so devo to see our marks lost in that australian slang section. damn it! whywhywhywhywhy. i can only comfort myself by thinking that as humans, we can't be so greedy, n im happy at least i have entered from the past 3 years and won 2 of them. while the majority of the ppl try out for 4 yrs straight n still don't get in.
yeah...my way of making myself feel better. anyway on a brighter note, im getting my braces removed tomorrow!!!! after 3 yrs, i wonder what it feels like having ur teeth back XD but then there are retainers, n i still need to get like 5 implants in the future!!!!
oh and guess what??!! i finished the last 5 eps of boys over flower korean version on the wkend! yay so happy that i finally can focus on schoolwork now, but NO. im in a bad mood. so when i got home, i actually (i can't believe it) played the piano for a bit.. i swear u can see a layer of dust on the keyboard.. yes actually true. and as a way of cheering up myself, played a very very bright sonata filled with staccato and rondo pieces :) yeah, im pathetic.
anyway i need to get a move on, first finish an ep of 'drunken to love you' then go do work.
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